Do I have a mental illness?

I have a lot of these problems, and i was diagnosed with anxiety first, then it was depression, i was diagnosed in like 5th grade, but i am pretty sure the meds the put me on didn't work because i tried to commit suicide, and was hospitalized (you know, like the *gasp* loony bin..) then they diagnosed me bipolar, they said if it goes untreated for too long, you can start to develop phycosis. i was hospitalized twice in the past 6 mo. for "suicidal thoughts". i am only in eighth grade, so i kinda know what its like... tell your parents you need to see a phycologist or "shrink". it may make you feel like a crazy, but it will really help. i started going when i was 5, becuase my parents (divorced) noteced i was pulling out my eyelashes, when they asked i said because my mom had told me that if you lose an eyelash you can make a wish, and i wanted my mom and dad back together. thats why they started taking me. it can really help.