I need help finding converse in my size...?

Okay so here is my problem: I am short for my age...which leads to very small feet...which leads to still haveing to wear kids sizes!! I only wear converse and I want to get high tops, but on the converse website they have like nothing in my size for converse at all..let alone high tops, they are either little kid patterns or one color( navy, picnk, black or red)..or just not what i want. I want something with a cool pattern or neon/bright colors. Mainly something different...i looked on converse.com and journeys, and famous footwear...everywhere. i dont live by a converse outlet store, alothough i have been to one and they had quite alot in my size, but its over 3 hours away...so idk someone help me find some awesome high tops please. send a link or whatever. Oh and i did try customizing my own...didnt work out. thanks.